24 episodes

Go BTS into my creative life/career as I regain my integrity and create a system that aligns with my values and supports an abundant, healthy lifestyle.

It’s taken me decades to find my way back to me. The journey has been messy, out of control and all of the things I feared. I fear them no more. Take these stories as your own.

Imperfect. Unedited. Uncensored.

Confessions of an Aging Ingenue Jenni Tooley

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Go BTS into my creative life/career as I regain my integrity and create a system that aligns with my values and supports an abundant, healthy lifestyle.

It’s taken me decades to find my way back to me. The journey has been messy, out of control and all of the things I feared. I fear them no more. Take these stories as your own.

Imperfect. Unedited. Uncensored.

    Driving Through The Storm

    Driving Through The Storm

    Hello and welcome to another exhilarating, engaging, and insightful episode of your favorite podcast – "Confessions of an Aging Ingenue" with Jenni Tooley.
    Today is story time! I’m sharing all about a gripping journey through a harrowing storm – a drive through a treacherous weather event that is reminiscent of Dorothy's adventure in "The Wizard of Oz."
    Thinking on the battle through torrential rain and ominous skies, and the intense focus and determination that propelled me forward, I’ve been able to draw parallels to the challenges I have faced (and I’m still facing) in my personal and professional life.
    In this episode, I’ll be sharing insights from navigating the storm both on the road and in my mind and the lessons I learned facing adversity on the highway and tackling the obstacles of entrepreneurship.
    Through moments of uncertainty and fleeting glimpses of hope, I hope that this story serves as a poignant reminder that storms, both literal and figurative, eventually pass and brighter days lie ahead for those who persevere.
    Whether you're catching this on your way to work or winding down after a long day at home, I'm thrilled to have you here. Join me on an inspiring voyage through the storm and discover the resilience and hope that lie on the other side. Don't miss out on these valuable insights!
    The Season 1 Confessions Companion Guide is coming! Pre-order yours today for a chance to get a signed hard copy!
    Please subscribe to this podcast, like it, and leave me a review!

    Until next time!
    Connect with me:
    Instagram: Jenni Tooley
    Facebook: Jenni Tooley
    Website: Jennitooley.com

    • 13 min
    Behind the Curtain: Tales of Theater & Film Madness with Bruce Richardson

    Behind the Curtain: Tales of Theater & Film Madness with Bruce Richardson

    Welcome to another riveting episode of "Confessions of an Aging Ingénue" Podcast.
    I'm your host, Jenni Tooley, ready to take you on a journey of introspection and revelation, going down memory lane with a special guest: my longtime collaborator and friend, Bruce Richardson.
    Bruce shares his journey and experiences from aspiring band director to jazz musician and composer, recounting his unexpected entry into the world of theater and his first encounter with yours truly, Jenni Tooley. Today, we reminisce on our wild and wacky experiences working on unconventional shows like "Three Cuckolds" at the Addison Center Theater and "Deatherians" at the Undermain Theater. We are thrilled to have you join us.
    Bruce also shares profound insights into the world of jazz - how this unique musical genre embodies the essence of creative process! From the exhilarating highs of spontaneous improvisation to the relentless pursuit of artistic excellence, and from our experiences of working on stage, we uncover the delicate balance between skillful technique and unbridled expression.
    This episode is a journey through the challenges and triumphs of bringing a production to life, from pre-producing music cues on cassette tapes to dealing with disruptive audience members.
    We'll also explore the fascinating concept of artistic orbits, where creative connections intersect and evolve over time. Including chance encounters and decades-long partnerships, and how these relationships shape and enrich our artistic journeys in profound ways.
    But beyond the anecdotes and laughter lies a deeper conversation about identity, belonging, and the pursuit of perfection. As we reflect on our past selves and the communities we grew up in, we confront the realities of privilege, prejudice, and the quest for self-discovery.
    Through it all, we discover that perfectionism can be both a driving force and a crippling obstacle in the creative process because true artistry lies not in flawlessness, but in authenticity and vulnerability.
    So, whether you're an aspiring artist, a seasoned performer, or simply a lover of creativity, this episode offers a wealth of inspiration and wisdom to fuel your creative endeavors. Tune in, join the conversation, and let's embark on a journey in the endless world of creativity together. Buckle up for a rollercoaster ride of laughter and nostalgia!
    If you find something meaningful in today's episode, I encourage you to carry that insight into your own journey, subscribe, like, and share this podcast to help me reach more people!
    Remember that enrollment for the Time to Create (your dream project) 6-month Mentorship is ongoing and the Interactive Companion Guide for Season One is available! Head on to jennitooley.com to get more information.
    Learn more about the Time to Create 6-Month Mentorship Program here:
    Mentorship Program
    Or skip ahead to the top of the line by scheduling a consultation call with Jenni now!
    Schedule A Call
    If you still haven’t, go sign up for my monthly Museletter to access exclusive content and info on all things Jenni Tooley.
    Until next time!
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    • 1 hr 4 min
    The birth of the Confessions of an Aging Ingénue Companion Guide

    The birth of the Confessions of an Aging Ingénue Companion Guide

    Hi there! Welcome to Episode 5 of the "Confessions of an Aging Ingénue" Podcast with your super-amazing host – Jenni Tooley! I’m thrilled, as always, to have you on this journey with me. Get set for another exciting ride!
    In this episode, I’ll take you through the process of compiling my podcast transcripts, from idea to realization.
    It all started with a simple idea and a desire to connect with you, my lovely listeners, in a whole new way. So, I’m excited to share with you how this project came to be, from the initial spark of inspiration to the meticulous planning and collaboration it took to bring it to life. Along the way, I'll share the highs, the lows, and everything in between because let's face it, the creative process is never a straight line.
    The overwhelming nature of larger projects can lead to innovative solutions. And I learned the importance of breaking down tasks into manageable pieces.
    Tune in to this episode to discover the invaluable insights I gained through this process – insights that you too can apply to your life. Also, learn about the unique features of the guide, designed to cater to various learning styles and encourage self-expression.
    Don’t forget, enrollment for the Time to Create (your dream project) 6-month Mentorship is ongoing and the Interactive Companion Guide for Season One is available!
    Head on to jennitooley.com to get more information on these and other exclusive content.
    To learn more about the Time to Create 6-Month Mentorship Program here:
    Mentorship Program
    Or jump to the head of the line by scheduling a consultation call about the program with Jenni now!
    Schedule A Call
    If you’re yet to, please go sign up for my monthly Museletter to unlock exclusive insider tips and info and to stay in the loop with all the latest updates, behind-the-scenes sneak peeks, and special announcements straight to your inbox.
    And if you find value in today's episode, then subscribe to stay up to date on new episodes, like, and leave me a review!
    Until next time!
    Connect with me:
    Instagram: Jenni Tooley
    Facebook: Jenni Tooley
    Website: Jennitooley.com

    • 17 min
    Jessica Sloan: The Business of Acting

    Jessica Sloan: The Business of Acting

    Hello listeners! Welcome to yet another invigorating episode of "Confessions of an Aging Ingénue." I'm your Aging Ingénue, Jenni Tooley, and I'm exceptionally thrilled to have you join me today.
    But before we jump into today's conversation, I have some exciting news to share. If you're a fan of Season One (and let's be honest, who isn't?), I've got a special treat for you – the Interactive Companion Guide. Head over to Jennitooley.com to grab your copy and enhance your listening experience.
    I’m thrilled to have Jessica Sloan as an esteemed guest on today’s episode! Jessica is a seasoned industry professional with a diverse background in film and television. From interning at top organizations like Miramax to her role as a casting coordinator at Beth Sepko Casting, Jessica has extensive experience in the entertainment industry. With 17 years as a full-time on-camera agent and head of the voiceover department at a prestigious talent agency, Jessica brings a wealth of knowledge to the table. She's now the secretary for Women in Filmand Television Austin and runs her own consulting firm, First Take, where she teaches the business of acting.
    Jessica Sloan was also my former agent of over ten years and I’m excited to have her share her journey and experience, starting from her intern days at the Austin Film Society to her transition into talent representation. Including pivotal moments in her career like the decision to pursue a new path after realizing the toll of constant hustle and the importance of finding balance in life - all in today’s episode!
    We explored the challenges and rewards of navigating the entertainment industry, from auditioning for major shows like ‘Fear The Walking Dead’ to the intricacies of agent-client relationships. This episode is packed with valuable insights into the entertainment industry's inner workings that are sure to inspire listeners – whether or not you’re in the industry.
    Highlights of our conversation include:    
    Living a Well-Rounded Life: we discussed the goal of living a well-rounded life, despite conflicting desires and the importance of balance and understanding personal desires (30:56).Fear of Saying No: we talked about the fear of saying no, especially in the acting profession and how actors can take control of their careers and not compromise their values (31:12).  Navigating Auditions: how to handle auditions and stick to your principles (32:03).Personal Journey in the Industry: we discussed some personal experiences and struggles in the entertainment industry (34:30).Creating Opportunities: rather than waiting for them (45:19).Union Membership: the challenges and benefits of being a SAG (Screen Actors Guild) member in a right-to-work state (46:02).Union Membership in Texas: joining a union in Texas and the importance of personal choice (52:32).   Dealing with Anxiety: we shared our individual experiences with anxiety and how to manage it. (53:38).  Encouragement to Seek Help: the importance of acknowledging mental health struggles and seeking help (01:09:40).
    Jessica’s story is one of resilience, growth, and a passion for empowering others and we’re excited to have you join us in this episode, as we reminisce, laugh, and share practical wisdom! Don’t miss a second of this engaging, entertaining, and insightful episode of "Confessions of an Aging Ingénue."

    • 1 hr 11 min
    Belén Arriola: Changing Hearts and Minds one cup of coffee at a time.

    Belén Arriola: Changing Hearts and Minds one cup of coffee at a time.

    Welcome, dear listeners, to another episode of “Confessions of an Aging Ingénue” with your delectable host, Jenni Tooley. Season Two is packed with captivating stories and insightful conversations that you cannot afford to miss.
    In this episode, I'm thrilled to introduce a special guest Belén Arriola, the extraordinary owner of Just Bee Coffee Bar and nuJava Coffee Company.
    But before we kick off, I have an announcement. Enrollment for the Time to Create (your dream project) 6-month Mentorship is open and the Interactive Companion Guide for Season One, specially put together to improve your podcast listening experience, is up on my website! Head over to jennitooley.com to get all the details and other exclusive content.
    And to the business of the day! Our guest, Belén Arriola, takes us on a heartfelt exploration of her journey from a troubled time in Phoenix to the serene landscapes of Vermont and the bustling energy of Northwest Arkansas. Through her experiences as a barista and now as the owner of Just Bee Coffee Bar and nuJava Coffee Company, Belén’s story will motivate you to follow your dreams and find purpose.
    Her story is a reminder that great things can happen in unexpected places and that a single moment can have a profound impact on our lives.
    Today’s discussion is packed full of invaluable insights that will help you thrive in your own journey. We discussed:    
    Belén Arriola’s Journey to Coffee Ownership: (02:18 - 08:02)
    Belén shares her journey from starting as a barista to becoming the owner and operator of nuava Coffee Company and Just Bee Coffee Bar.     
    Coffee as a Transformative Relationship: (08:38 - 10:17)
    Belén reflects on her deep connection to coffee, describing it as more than just a beverage
    but a transformative relationship that has brought her purpose and growth.      
    Belén's Decision to Move to Eureka Springs: (17:08 - 22:26)
    She recounts the pivotal moment when her dream of owning a coffee business became a tangible possibility.
    Acquisition of New Java Coffee Company: (24:01 - 28:28)
    Belén discusses the process of acquiring nuJava Coffee Company amidst the COVID-19 pandemic.
    Navigating Business Challenges During COVID-19: (28:37 - 31:34)
    Belén discusses the challenges faced during the COVID-19 pandemic, especially regarding the impact on the coffee roastery's wholesale business.
    Building and Operating the Coffee Bar: (31:39 - 34:57)
    She shares her experience and the collaborative process of setting up and operating the coffee bar.
    Creating Genuine Interactions at the Coffee Bar: (36:42 - 45:19)
    Belén reflects on her transition from introversion to a public-facing role as the owner of the
    coffee bar.
    Embracing Authenticity and Its Impact: (47:48 - 50:10)
    She reflects on the power of authenticity in fostering connections and creating positive change.
    Layered throughout today’s episode is practical wisdom that you can explore and apply in your own life, insights that will enrich your journey, and just maybe, the...

    • 51 min
    Body Acceptance, Aging Naturally, and Embracing Imperfection

    Body Acceptance, Aging Naturally, and Embracing Imperfection

    Hello, lovely listeners! Welcome back to another episode of "Confessions of an Aging Ingénue” - your go-to podcast for all things unexpected, insightful, and downright entertaining. I'm your host, Jenni Tooley, thrilled to have you joining me on this journey.
    I've got a special treat for you - the Interactive Companion Guide for Season One! Head over to Jennitooley.com to enhance your podcast experience and discover a treasure trove of insights through the magic of storytelling. Also, I am launching a mentorship program this year, so make sure you're subscribed to my monthly Muse letter to stay in the loop with insider tips and info.
    Now, let's get down to the business of the day! Have you ever had a moment in life when your plans took an unexpected turn, and you found yourself on an entirely different path? Well, I sure have, and today's episode is all about one such unexpected adventure.
    It’s the tale of a recent branding photoshoot that turned into a wild ride of self-discovery, body image revelations, and a powerful lesson in embracing imperfection. From glitter jumpsuits to zebra fur shoes, it's a story that took me on a journey I hadn't anticipated, and I’m excited to share it with you.
    This is me being vulnerable as I reflect on my journey through weight fluctuations, aging, and then embracing imperfection. Navigating body dysmorphia and societal expectations while finding confidence and acceptance in my own skin.
    I’ve learned the importance of authenticity and self-expression in personal branding and lots more that I'm excited to share with you. So, join me as I take you through the process of self-discovery and the importance of living by your values.
    And if you find value in today's episode, then subscribe to stay up to date on new episodes. Every episode is an adventure waiting to unfold!
    Until next time, lovelies! Stay fabulous, stay real.
     
    Connect with me:
    Instagram: Jenni Tooley
    Facebook: Jenni Tooley
    Website: Jennitooley.com

    • 23 min

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